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Colorblind Times EP

by Jules Jenssen

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1.
Colorblind 03:31
How do you define color to someone who's blind? How would you explain the red of blood without some pain? I know it's nothing new to you, to see these hues, but to me these pinks and blues are something new There was a time I thought you could explain the magic in the sky when the sun hits the rain But when you've never seen the sky, blue is just another word for when you'd rather die I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color Darlin', I apologize for all the nights I made you cry trying to make you describe the Northern Lights You used to tell me that I only see in black and white I used to get so mad, but now I know that baby, you were right But you don't seem to realize that I never got the chance to see the color of your eyes I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color I was colorblind Now I see in color
2.
Castaway 03:48
Thought I would save somebody I guess I'll wait for another day These emotions are an ocean, I think I'm drowning, babe And I'm lost and sure to sink under these pounding waves And it feels like I've been out here for a thousand days But I know salvation is just beyond this cloudy haze All I want to see is a familiar face All I want to feel is a friend's embrace But on my darkest days it seems my fate is to just replay all my mistakes Thought I'd be the one to save somebody Thought I'd be the hero of this story I was so mistaken It was me who needed saving I thought I could save somebody I guess I'll wait for another day I don't know when I'll be home But I know for now I'm just a castaway Somebody Somebody Somebody Somebody On the stormy sea I try to keep the pace I know if I give up I'll surely be erased If I return empty-handed I will be disgraced If I remain forever stranded perhaps it is my place All I want to be for you is someone great Show you the way and give you faith This wide open space is an endless maze Just relentless waves that I can't escape Thought I'd be the one to save somebody Thought I'd be the hero of this story I was so mistaken I guess I'll keep waiting I thought I could save somebody I guess I'll wait for another day I don't know when I'll be home But I know for now I'm just a castaway Somebody Somebody Somebody Anybody
3.
I feel like I'm living two different lives every night In one, everything goes wrong, but then then other goes right Therefore I'm torn inside For every decision when I have to choose The more that I'm winning the more that I lose That's the price of being on the move Maybe I was born to lose you Baby, I wonder when I look into your eyes If I'll even be able to say goodbye But I'm afraid we'll have to try Cuz babe, I gotta fly I wrote you a love song, but it made you cry Can't say that came as a surprise But it's the only way to show how I feel inside So here goes Hey it'll be ok If it's meant to be we'll find it out someday Please believe I wanna stay You mean much more to me than just your face You'll leave a trace When I hold you I'll treat it like the last time Even if we have the rest of our lives I should've told you about the conflict between my sides When one is dying the other thrives And I've been asking since I was five "When I love something why's it have to die?" Now I know why Now I know why Now I know why But please don't cry But please don't cry Just give me a try As I say Hey it'll be ok Down the road when we've both gone our separate ways When our stars align and we look into space Just know that what we shared can't be erased You'll leave a trace Here I go
4.
Some nights when I'm alone I miss our old home And I'm not scared but I can feel you there The faint smell of cigarettes and sandalwood And I swear I saw your silhouette in the candlelight this time But I can wait to see your face When you hear how I sing all the things I never found a way to say But you knew them all anyway Yes I know you didn't mean the petty things you said to me When you were in a shitty place, it's ok 'Cuz I know they're true either way I wish I'd known just what to say now that you're gone On sunny days I see your ghost But its your voice I miss the most I wish I'd known a different way to make time go slow It's sunny days that hurt the most I pray for rain so I can grow Here we are ten years gone All that's left are tears and songs Now I know how I was wrong I acted like you died, that's not right, you really just moved on And you're not to blame Because my shame got in the way of realizing it was me who died But it's your ghost that reminds me I'm still alive I wish I'd known just what to say now that you're gone On sunny days I see your ghost But it's your voice I miss the most I wish I'd known a different way to make time go slow It's sunny days that hurt the most I pray for rain so I can grow You should've known it's not what you've said but what you've shown Please know you're never dead to me And I'll remember everything you said to me
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about

Colorblind Times is my first solo release under my name. Written, recorded and mixed by myself, during the COVID -19 quarantine at my home studio Shabby Road, this EP is a full circle journey through my influences, experiences, and emotions. From singing and acting in plays as a kid, to growing up in a roadhouse nightclub, to touring in bands. Once the movement ceased and we all had to go inward, I used the time to get in touch with emotions and experiences that I hadn't had time to reflect on with clarity until the pandemic. Hopefully people can relate to the forced introspection and through these songs can realize that we all can relate and can find positivity and growth in dark places and dark times.

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released November 11, 2021

Produced, written, recorded and mixed by Jules Jenssen at Shabby Road

Guitar in "Colorblind" performed by Mike Carter
Bass in "Castway" and "(Never) Dead to Me" performed by Brian Ross

All other instruments, sound design and vocals performed by Jules Jenssen.

Mastered by Ian Stewart at Flowtown Mastering

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Jules Jenssen is a drummer, music producer, singer-songwriter, Ableton Live power user and educator, and experimental tech troubadour hailing from the Berkshires in Western Massachusetts.  

After playing over 1000 shows with numerous bands and artists over the last decade, Jules is now releasing music for the first time under his own name.
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